April 2017 – Transphoria Blues

Giving up on Therapy

At times I feel like giving up on therapy. I feel like I am sometimes just talking in circles. “Yep,

I don’t know how I can make things better. I don’t know how I can move forward. I really want

When I was four I knew how I felt. I still felt the same way at eight and nine. At

When I was nine years old I spent one idyllic summer in North Wales with my Mum’s friend and her

The thing that causes me to doubt if I am really transgender more than anything else is I don’t wear

If things had turned out differently I would have been born as a girl called Elizabeth (or Beth for short).

I’m really sorry if this offends anyone but I don’t want to be transgender. Maybe me saying that means I’m

Talking to my therapist about my gender issues has made me relive many moments from my life I have pushed

As I walked away from my first therapy session I felt very strange. It was liberating to tell someone out