You don't have to hate me
You don’t have to hate me. Because I am not trying to stand on any ground you claim as yours.
Author: Beth
Hi I’m Beth and I am an m2f transgender person.
I have never really known how to deal with my gender dysphoria so have kept it to myself for a long time.
Forgive me for using this blog as a kind of therapy. I hope some of it will resonate with you and maybe help you to feel less alone. I will always try be your ally and your friend because I know how hard it is. Contact me if you need to talk.
Peace and love❤️
Aiming for happiness
I’ve often wondered if happiness is something you can just have or experience for long periods of time. My experience
Invalidating stories of de-transition
I’ve read a number of articles about de-transition recently. My heart goes out to every person who has gone through
Taking the easy way out
Suicide is never the answer to any problem we face. Impossibile problems and fears might fill our mind right now.
Not asking much
Transphobic and TERFS only seek to exclude. Their motives are based purely on hate, bigotry and prejudice.
To live a life free of bigots
I don’t choose to feel the way I do, to be the person I am. My gender dysphoria has always
I’m not exceptional
I’ve always been pretty average. Average intelligence, average academically, at sports. Same goes for drawing, painting, singing, dancing. The list
An inspirational woman
I had a meeting yesterday with a wonderful person. After interacting with her via email for a while, when she
And so it is
I’ve not posted in a while because to be honest I have been feeling much more able to cope and
5 things I would say
There are five things I would like to say to myself at eighteen years old. Don’t feel ashamed of who
A basic sense of self
I have come this far. I think I have worked through a lot of self hatred and denial. I can
The right version of me
My gender identity starts with me. I am reminded of it anew every day as I wake in the morning.
My name is Beth
My name is Beth and I am a transgender woman
Birth Gender
I’ve never accepted my birth gender. From my first memories at four years old to right now. Early on my
Giving up on Therapy
At times I feel like giving up on therapy. I feel like I am sometimes just talking in circles. “Yep,
Going nowhere
I don’t know how I can make things better. I don’t know how I can move forward. I really want
Transgender children
When I was four I knew how I felt. I still felt the same way at eight and nine. At
Best friends with Jenny
When I was nine years old I spent one idyllic summer in North Wales with my Mum’s friend and her
I never wear female clothes
The thing that causes me to doubt if I am really transgender more than anything else is I don’t wear
I would have been Elizabeth
If things had turned out differently I would have been born as a girl called Elizabeth (or Beth for short).
