transgender – Transphoria Blues

You don't have to hate me

You don’t have to hate me. Because I am not trying to stand on any ground you claim as yours.

I’ve read a number of articles about de-transition recently. My heart goes out to every person who has gone through

Suicide is never the answer to any problem we face. Impossibile problems and fears might fill our mind right now.

I don’t choose to feel the way I do, to be the person I am. My gender dysphoria has always

I’ve always been pretty average. Average intelligence, average academically, at sports. Same goes for drawing, painting, singing, dancing. The list

I have come this far. I think I have worked through a lot of self hatred and denial. I can

My gender identity starts with me. I am reminded of it anew every day as I wake in the morning.

My name is Beth and I am a transgender woman

I don’t know how I can make things better. I don’t know how I can move forward. I really want

When I was four I knew how I felt. I still felt the same way at eight and nine. At

The thing that causes me to doubt if I am really transgender more than anything else is I don’t wear

I’m really sorry if this offends anyone but I don’t want to be transgender. Maybe me saying that means I’m

Talking to my therapist about my gender issues has made me relive many moments from my life I have pushed

As I walked away from my first therapy session I felt very strange. It was liberating to tell someone out

There are two moments in my life I will always remember. When I was four I knew I felt like

Well I started therapy. My therapist is really nice. She describes herself as gender fluid. That made me feel more